From the recording SCRIBBLED DREAMZ
Lyrics
Where is my soul taking me,
who’s steering this machine?
I’m a ghost in my own life,
stuck between the scenes.
Floating high above the trees,
over the seas,
searching for a shore
where I can finally breathe.
I'm choking
watching my life floating
people stop they stare,
anxiety boiling over
sometimes I need to breathe
yet all I feel is me
suffocating
in a room full of echoes!,
my mirror
shows a stranger
as I
float above the trees,
over the seas,
no anchor,
People stop,
they stare
like im
not a human,
they point at scars,
I bare.
never asking
how deep the wound is
right there.
Anxiety boiling over,
kettle screaming steam,
I swallow words
like pills,
choke on what I mean.
Breath shallow,
chest tight,
counting seconds
like a crime,
I trade my peace
for progress,
pay the price every time.
Where is my soul taking me,
who’s steering this machine?
I’m a ghost in my own life,
stuck between the scenes.
Floating high above the trees,
over the seas,
searching for
a shore
where I can finally breathe.
Where is my soul taking me,
who’s writing my fate?
I’m running from the mirror
but the mirror
won’t wait.
I used to fight for trophies,
now I fight for mornings,
for the quiet in the static,
for the calm after warnings.
I see faces in the crowd
but none that
know my name,
they clap for the performance,
never feel the pain.
So I lace up my words,
make 'em bullets
and breath,
aim at the doubt,
pull the trigger
on
regret and greed
I’m not asking for pity,
I’m cataloguing the nights,
the times
I lost my footing,
the times I lost the fight.
every bruise is a chapter,
every scar is a page,
I’m learning how to write myself
out of this cage.
Where is my soul taking me,
who’s steering this machine?
I’m a ghost in my own life,
stuck between the scenes.
Floating high above the trees,
over the seas,
searching for a shore
where I can finally breathe.
Floating high above the trees,
over the seas,
I see the seams,
stitching up the skyline
with the thread of broken dreams.
Where is my soul taking me —
maybe nowhere,
maybe home,
maybe to a place
where I can stand
and
not feel alone.!